Wednesday, 25 April 2012

Give thanks for rain


Give thanks for rain

What a day for puddle driving!
Give thanks for rain, watch the water
explode with a great splooshing crunch
as the tyre shoots it up, out and all around.
Whoosh!

My name is Adam
And I like driving through puddles!

Saturday, 7 April 2012

A phone call from a quiet table / Worm digging

A phone call from a quiet table

He rings me from their house
where they are sitting round the table with
the chair by the window where
the sun comes in empty.
The wood of the table is smooth
and there are patches of quiet
round it, the dust floats in the light

where quiet conversation jars and
snags suddenly on the hanging and
sudden silence
sitting in the empty chair
The air is mottled with quiet
as is a hill beneath a clouded sky
as is light through a window after rain.

I can hear his voice on the phone.
He is a loud man by nature, like his brother.

The other day he called me outside
to show me a hawk being
mobbed by crows.
The hawk was flying
too close to their tree and panicked
they cluttered round him.

We are both in the house during the day.
We don’t talk much, but
we look at the birds together.

He tells me we have run out of cheese,
which we have. He has phoned to tell me
to buy more cheese.
I understand.

I went to let him know when a fox ran across the field.
Silent, flat backed, black feet
he ran in the bright sun.


March 2012


Worm digging



Long light,
the dun bird digs for worms

She roots around in the grass
bringing them up in her beak

Some she puts back
to pick another

Sometimes she stops, and
listens

Twice,
she looks at me before

she takes her worms and flies.

In the tree he sings
It is dusk

It is dusk, he sings.

7th April 2012

Thursday, 16 February 2012

You start to notice

You start to notice

You start to notice the puddles of water
on the bathroom floor look like
figures with outstretched arms
as if in triumph, or calling for help
it has run between the cracks in the tiles.

In the grain of wood you see faces
in the clouds cities with streets and gleaming towers
arches hanging
and you try to think about that.

You think about angels, growing old
and about boxes and boxes of unfilled notebooks,
bursting with never arrived ideas
page after page
of waiting and weakening white, while
the world screams and throbs around you.

You clear your throat and try to remember the names of the birds
and the plants, you realise
you have come to measure the year by them
and you try to think about that
you think maybe you have reached something.
The days are becoming warmer.
You imagine them all in a line.

You think about chasms, about
valleys of cloud between slate with water
running through their middle, water
finding its way over the small earth

creepy crawly, creeks make canyons.

That seems to be something at least.
  

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

Black strings / Troll

Black strings

Up in the mountains
they dug a hole in the rock
they filled it with a tube

The machine they made made black holes
It was fired on a Wednesday.
It was fired, I think

One of them rolled the hole
into a tube
his eye looked through.

Today I saw a sparrowhawk
crunching the gravel of the garage roof

her feet clenched the world
beneath her

pinching the sky to
a needle’s pointed eye

the flat
sheet
of sky

wrapped round her
denting with her wings beats.

Her eye was yellow
Her chest strung with black stripes.

She let me watch her awhile
and vanished.

Black strings reveal
the naked singularity
of all things.

January 2012



Troll

Speechless there was a shape hunching
dripping in the arch
what are you I said it replied I am only
visiting
grinned and shadowed
shoulders shivered in the bones

Confined I saw a buzzard over fir trees
and a heron came and landed in a
high up branch that swayed with his weight
I saw his eye
his grey belly
and the burbled stream beneath the stone

Crossing the bridge into a few more hours
I pulled myself about my neck
shoulders scrunched around the spot where
it watched me as I went
cold head and keen gaze
following fish from above. 


Jura, Winter 2008

Monday, 12 December 2011

First frost, late

First frost, late

The winter when it
comes brings frozen flames
and glow borrowed from the needle
strewn floor

The sloes have gone
bruised, lost,
chalky skin darkening at a rubbing thumb
and before them the blackberries
and the hairy hips and the hawthorn

It will be months now
before I can find things in hedges

The other day there were mushrooms
but they weren’t quite right

Nothing happens

Trees still have
their leaves and the air
its fug

But the frost crunches in the morning
and the sky is huge and slate grey
or else bright
bright blue

at night there are
some stars

Thursday, 1 December 2011

What is nice / To the distant shore

What is nice

I took the wood off the compost heap.
It was too big so I cut it up with the good saw.

It was wet,
some bits frozen a few
rings in

So I split some of the smaller bits and
laid them on the hot coals, glowing orange
and translucent

so that they would burn and
the bigger logs could dry on top.

With the waiting logs I made a pile,
watched them whistle and spit, snap

like home,
where my hair and my
skin smell of smoke.

He had drunk too much to walk straight.

It doesn’t matter
all his life he has walked me straight.

The axe sparked where it hit the stone ground.
What is nice is when you don’t have to understand. 


Winter 2010




To the distant shore

To the distant shore there was a light flooding it came on ships with bright green sails
I saw you up in the mountains where the wild pigs snuffle and
ruck up the dawn’s damp mud
and the streams swell with rain water
I had been in those places before
they swum up like slow grey fish from the back of my brain, rippling the surface so gently I
could barely tell, but could see the colour ring out like a drunk radio wave
It flickered my eyelid
To see the clouds shadows on the scrub mountains
To see the shafts that break through them, and mirror the emeralds in the grass.
The smoke from those houses dwindled upwards from the bottom of the valley to the top,
fingers raised to the sky, which raised back, shrugged off by the mountains like a scarf, so
that there was a gap between them, which gave the mountains a dark glow,
thudding like a headache on the skyline.

I was in the oven of the earth, trembling as a plague for lack of sleep

I can see the lines they are sediment on a hill's side
They are the hillside, millions of years
"this one is the dream of the rocks” 
Teach me the times I have missed 
staggering through blank faces and screwed tight nighttimes, desperate with silence

One day I will make you a thing it will bring tears to the eyes of the world and swell like a tumour in the brain of time.

It was an old country, the roads wouldn’t take you anywhere
no matter how many times you tried
they just led round in smaller and wider loops.

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

Badger / The Green Bird

Badger

He’s there, by the side of the road,

head facing away from it, in
the direction he was going

His chin rests on the edge of the ditch
nestled in nettles,
just covering his right eye
but I can see it’s closed
the closest thing we have
to a bear
muscular, low to the ground,
neck lost in powerful shoulders
feet smaller than you would expect

No sign of any major injury
little blood,
which means
he probably died from a broken leg,
a glancing blow
to the side of his solemn head,
which gradually the flies
came and buzzed around,
sensing the end
sensing death, his eye
swirling in mute panic, or maybe 
still
and black back breathing
up and down, calm and resigned.

Around, the houses
sit smugly at the end of
long white fenced gravel paths, splayed
on the fields like crusted cow shit.

The thick fluttering of a flag
and a bright white face
at a narrow window.   


October 2011


The Green Bird 

There was a small bird, green,
and the apple tree was his favourite.
He sat all chest and feet
on the branch like a tear in a page.

The apples changed and grew,
they fell and moulded
And we gathered the elderflower
to make you a potion to lift your heart

I don’t know if the green bird watched us
but once we had skeletoned
the tree of its flower he flew,
and it was beginning to get dark.


Late Summer 2009