Sunday, 27 May 2012

Three poems / Chicks / The Robin

Three poems

You watch a woman walking
on a street with small
tight steps that give nothing
away
and get nowhere
she is trying
to get somewhere but
she won’t
not like that

Where does it go?
Where does that
pavement
go, that she is walking
on, walking on with her
small
steps.

There are new flowers
that have pushed through
the soil with
small shoots, as if from
nowhere they have got up
and out

Things go in the ground
they go down in the mud and mush
old time makes new time. 

Things are green
Soon there will be frogs

You laugh out loud
The world is young yet.  



Chicks

I watched the mother fly from the nest
stuttering under her young’s weight
she got no further than
the length of a lying man
before she had to dump the
headless mess of half grown feathers.

The first’s head was clipped off
by a dinosaur’s snapping beak black
and white jabbering up to the sky
forced down its gnashing gullet.

Soon another came out
I didn’t see it carried, but I found it
not far from the first now buried
with a small clay coloured slug
oozing on its eye
the pin pricked pink of its bare belly
cold and firm in the mud. 
 
A pet cat came and sniffed

The third seems unharmed
and will become stronger now
for this intrusion.




The Robin

The robin watches me while I dig
he watches me with his shiny black eye
side on not blinking
waiting keen and quiet

for me to turn up worms
and the small things that live
in the soil and scutter  
and twitch in his sharp beak

I being a large mammal
who shifts and
shunts the earth around

once, I slice open
a perfect hole, one part
of a tunnel now collapsed on
the heap of what I have dug
the earth is dry and grainy and slips down itself  

Dad comes to look at the trench
and to level it
he kneels and with one hand
paws through the loose earth like
he is swirling hot water
around a bath

I watch him move the earth
I will not lay the wall until he says it is time.

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

Give thanks for rain


Give thanks for rain

What a day for puddle driving!
Give thanks for rain, watch the water
explode with a great splooshing crunch
as the tyre shoots it up, out and all around.
Whoosh!

My name is Adam
And I like driving through puddles!

Saturday, 7 April 2012

A phone call from a quiet table / Worm digging

A phone call from a quiet table

He rings me from their house
where they are sitting round the table with
the chair by the window where
the sun comes in empty.
The wood of the table is smooth
and there are patches of quiet
round it, the dust floats in the light

where quiet conversation jars and
snags suddenly on the hanging and
sudden silence
sitting in the empty chair
The air is mottled with quiet
as is a hill beneath a clouded sky
as is light through a window after rain.

I can hear his voice on the phone.
He is a loud man by nature, like his brother.

The other day he called me outside
to show me a hawk being
mobbed by crows.
The hawk was flying
too close to their tree and panicked
they cluttered round him.

We are both in the house during the day.
We don’t talk much, but
we look at the birds together.

He tells me we have run out of cheese,
which we have. He has phoned to tell me
to buy more cheese.
I understand.

I went to let him know when a fox ran across the field.
Silent, flat backed, black feet
he ran in the bright sun.


March 2012


Worm digging



Long light,
the dun bird digs for worms

She roots around in the grass
bringing them up in her beak

Some she puts back
to pick another

Sometimes she stops, and
listens

Twice,
she looks at me before

she takes her worms and flies.

In the tree he sings
It is dusk

It is dusk, he sings.

7th April 2012

Thursday, 16 February 2012

You start to notice

You start to notice

You start to notice the puddles of water
on the bathroom floor look like
figures with outstretched arms
as if in triumph, or calling for help
it has run between the cracks in the tiles.

In the grain of wood you see faces
in the clouds cities with streets and gleaming towers
arches hanging
and you try to think about that.

You think about angels, growing old
and about boxes and boxes of unfilled notebooks,
bursting with never arrived ideas
page after page
of waiting and weakening white, while
the world screams and throbs around you.

You clear your throat and try to remember the names of the birds
and the plants, you realise
you have come to measure the year by them
and you try to think about that
you think maybe you have reached something.
The days are becoming warmer.
You imagine them all in a line.

You think about chasms, about
valleys of cloud between slate with water
running through their middle, water
finding its way over the small earth

creepy crawly, creeks make canyons.

That seems to be something at least.